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ysabella, 19, adelaide. let your soul wander, be free, be happy.

so the boyfriend thang lasted a whole 2 weeks… i can’t be in a relationship, i enjoy the chase too much, i enjoy staying on my toes… being ignored by boys and wishing they they’d talk to me.. once they give me attention, BAM the interest is gone.. its a bit sickening, and i kind of hate myself for it.. but i dunno.. what can i do? I can’t help what i want.. 
I think i have a pathetic strive for attention, maybe i need some kind of mental help for it…

uni s good though, and i had my VRRT interview.. i feel like as long as this stupid shit i do on the side doesnt affect my studies, then i’ll be okay.